haiz so sad deborah and azrina not inside.will take another one nxt week (:

in comment to the sirius lastest post,i really dont noe wad to say.why izzit that we must come to such ending?we are one whole squad,we are not goh and non-goh ppl.why must people come to this?

okay since you all dun like us to talk about parade things,can u all not talk about goh things?its like so many times we told u all dat we didnt noe about wad happens in goh and dat we would be blur.sumtimes w are just kind to just sit there and listen to all of you,but we didnt really complain about it to maams lo.we didnt say you are a snob or wadeva,we just hope to have a combine training with all of you,is dat too much to ask??you all like to talk wad happen in goh,and we noe the gd intention of it,but like wad u talk is maam wad and sir wad,we all dun even noe about it.but when we talk about maams at least u all noe who there are.we are not jealous about you,we really hope u all could do the sch proud.we nv hope to be in it also.ok for me i nv blame all of you,its beacuse i didnt went for the audition dat i cun go,its my own fault.but,must we really come to this extent?we talk about parade is cuz we wanted to fill u in wif wad happen for parade and must u take it as a bad thing?ok i dun blame anybody,its both sides fault,we are all to blame.i really hope from now on we could be as united n bonded again as before.all these misunderstandings we should just put them aside.lets all go back to before again.

after all,we are one sirius family!

haha today damn funny.we pratice for the coming competition between 2p and 2m and we spread the things all around the corridor.everybody was looking at us lor.this sat going for competition le,im feeling so scared.esp sirius is like pinning so much hope on us.i feel so stressed. "/

haha today got a maam asked me during apt dat if i am wearing ankle socks.and noe wad?deaf little me heard that did i wear socks,so i answered yes maam.after dat lixian told me actually if i was wearing ankle socks.WTH.im so DEAF!! actually my socks quite high,budden the base behind is high and plus my high high socks is still hanging wet.i wanted to wear it.i knew i would be asked,but mum told me its wet and cun wear.so today i wear my the slightly lower socks,but still in the end kena caught.haiz i shall wear the high high socks tml.this same pair of socks when i wear my old sch shoes got no prob because the base behind is low,so it seems high.but too bad its still soaking wet in the balcony and cuz of dat,i had to buy a new pair of shoes.AND I FREAKING HATE IT!! the sole is like super slippery and while doing drills today i nearly slip n fall many times.I WANT BACK MY OLD SHOES!!dunno if dry anot.

and today,doing jogging we tot got novelty race so me n athirah didnt wear pe shirt.she lends hers to hafeeza i lend my to my friend.however,we didnt knew that there was actually no practice today and it was too late for us to catch up wif the class.and in the end,mr chan looked for me.not athirah cuz she's actually in taf and im not.i was asked to do remedial on friday and i DONT WANT! friday first period got pe,third period got jogging,and i had to do remedial during recess,and after sch got parade.ARGH.im gonna wear out this friday.freak man.i really hope i can chiong thru all these.

i hate my parents ok??!! it was like 9am in the morning and they were like shouting at me,saying so late alrdy still dun wake up.pls lor,weekday i must wake up at 5.30 leh.now is weekend cun even let me sleep later.wad the heck.and after dat,while i was eating my breakfast,they were scolding me why i so lazy to study and wadsoever.it was a sudden.I REPEAT: A SUDDEN.i think they are crazy man.I HATE THEM.I HATE THEM.

going chrysan house tml!! yay im so happy.but so sad hafeeza is in malaysia.haiz but its ok.we will tell you wad we had done k?! hee.TOOTS.

Aw.my hand and legs are still hurting so much.you know why?its all thanks to jiatian and jialing,the psl and pc! both of them are bullying me when germaine and jess they all went home.and im so lonely,cause they were like hitting me.haha jkjk.i could still rmb jiatian acting like some bimbo trying to seduce guys,cause jialing is like now in love,den she is teaching her how to seduce guy.hmm i know jiatian was like"pull your shirt down,and say"whoa its so hot"and pull yr skirt up"DISGUISTING! its so freaking urgh! haha but me and jialing laugh till our head nearly dropeed off.haha jiatian no wonder you could be a psl.YOU ARE SO FUNNY!! and ah ma,you bad girl hitting me till my hand and legs pain. ><

haha my shoulder also in pain now.cause jus now when doing drills dat time i took a rifle.it was so heavy and nobody believe me lor.ITS HEAVIER DEN NORMAL.den i cant throw it up nor bring it now.lucky we didnt do homat.if not i sure drop the rifle.den after dat maam shi yun ask us to throw but can only catch wif right hand,left hand dun move.i was like "omg!".and we did many times.it was hitting directly on my face until maam cher lia came over and asked me if im tired.im not tired,but the rifle is heavy.den maam cher lia told me actually this rifle came from NCC.wow.no wonder its so heavy! i bet it weigh same weight or lesser abit than the real rifle.hmm at least i can imagine myself in GOH.but parade more fun (:

i totally oooooo **** so much!! she is like so damn freaking cute and chio can??!! and she looks totally awesome in her ****! omg and i knew many people also oooooo her.but i alrdy oooooo her like since late last yr.hmm and i realise something.i always ooooo people dat is the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. ARGH!! she is so cute!! haha but im not lesbian okay??!!

MELISSA IS OUT!! woohoo.
yay i hope kellie and katharine will get into finals. >< THEY WILL.
CONGRATS NICOLE FOR WINNING AMERICA NEXT TOP MODEL!

i have reset my time.hope it is correct. - -"

i love this skin so much man. the calvin is like so super duber cute !><>>>> im so ego (stated from SITI SUKU).i cant flatten my ego man. haha anw if u scroll down at the right,you will see a sirius photo.it is taken in sec1 and the attendance is full!! omg how i missed the day we had full attendance....the day we had the fun together.i know u ppl are busy with GOH,so nvm.the rest of us will wait for the day to come-soon.okay i seriously declared we had not taken photos like 1yr alrdy.and we had to reuse our old photo again and again.hehe....can we ever have the chance??

saw SITI SUKU's post and my name is mentioned inside!!haha but is about the kwong avenue.you see,how brilliant are me,jiaqi,ebony and azrina.we fake lost,fake worry,and even faked angry.haha see the faces you all looked like,we really felt like laughing lor (: anw it was so fun and we actually could hide the truth until now-today! haha jkjk.it was fun though..

and siti suku mentioned maam sharron told them when they went to science centre for OAC,they all saw SIRIUS STAR!! it was so damn bright.YES.we are the brightest star alive.and i really saw sirius star before,right before new year when i went out and i ask my bro to point to me which is sirius star,and he pointed the brightest one to me.he said,"sirius star is so bright that you can see with your naked eyes."TRUE! WE ARE THE BRIGHTEST STAR!! but i wonder when it will fade out....hmm...maybe in a million yrs??!! haha dun care about that now.

i didnt went to sqd outing k....i think u guys had a great fun,although only 16 ppl turned up.but at least you had the chance to go,unlike me....aiya but as long as u ppl had fun,its ok with me (: school is reopening soon and i still have like lots of h/w left.i only like finished my maths,chinese,geog,hist and english h/w.oh ya.plus the H.E reflection,i finished le.still got the logo thingy,which i dunno how to do.just because i noe photoshop den wenhui they all push it to me to do >< so evil meanie pok!

this sunday is the final of the star idol.i really wished Leo would win lor.although Bryan quite ok lar,but his acting skills har,the more i watch the more i dun want to watch(dunno wth am i toking about).anw i dun like Bryan now.SRY JOEY.i prefer Leo to Bryan.haiz so sad Chengxi not in,if not i sure confirm give him my 100% support.LEO JIA YOU!!

Imm Khim and Yuyang out le.YAY!! (for khim only)i dun like her.she look and sound exactly like 30++ ppl.yuyang still ok lar,but i like ADRAINO!!! however,i still wished renfred would go out instead of yuyang lor.but i noe dats impossible cause his family like super duber rich... i hope the final four will be teresa,geraldine,zhiyang,adraino.I HOPE I WISH!!

NICOLE WON THE AMERICA NEXT TOP MODEL!!! I AM SO HAPPY!!! she better den nick lor,she prettier also.i knew she would win.I KNEW IT! haha i really hope kellie pickler will get into the finals of american idol 4.she is like so pretty and her song so nice.I DUN LIKE MELISSA! why she will get in??!! i rather katharine get in than her.at least she prettier and her song nicer.ITS UNFAIR! how can votes be counted in this way??!!

haha i bored.so i just contributed my this skin to blogskins.HEE.haha its just so plain.if only past 10 people would download it i be happy,cause i dun submit skins to blogskins before.haha.

just found some nice webbie : http://glamour-beauty.com, http://inmyworld.net/garden/, http://toy-pop.net

will nto be able to go to the bbq tml cause mum is in hospital due to low blood pressure. she can only be discharged tml 5pm which means I CANT GO! aiya wad bad luck lor...

I WANT TO GO TO THE GATHERING!! WHY MUM DUN ALLOW??!!
damn damn damn.why does she always forbid me to go to park??is it that dangerous??im not young anw ok...i noe what im doing.she didnt have tot reat me as a child anymore le.GRRR :/ i dont care i want to go.i want to go!!!

i created this skin myself. credits to http://vintage-melody.org and http://devianart.com for this layout. shall put up the credits later. i did all these coding myself (: feel so proud

today service day was okay, my team was to do angsana ave no.16-42. and guess what? only 3 houses answered us.THAT WAS BAD. i remember once i saw a guy throwing rubbish.but when he saw us, he immediately rushed back and slammed his door shut. what a rude person :/

okay anw i am teamed with maam jeanette,maam fateha,actually got maam diyannah but she sick,and a sec1 which i dunno her name.we were VERY quiet thruout the whole thing and i was just like "yes maam" "no maam" - -" haha but still quite fun lar,gotta get out of school (:

my brother told me a very good idea.it was since nobody tagging my board,then i might as well put a password to my blog so nobody can enter.OKAY! i shall set like this: if i cant get 5 more tags(except from me),i shall PUT A PASSWORD!! yay! okay and i still get my url (:

ARGH! was sick today and didnt attend school.had a very bad stomachache last night and i didnt sleep at all.it was so damn pain that i couldnt even walk nor stand up straight.mum ask me dont attend.i just want to get well so can go for service day tml.I WANT MY CIP HOURS!! it was so damn boring for me.mum just allow me either study or sleep.no computer,no tv,no music.i chose to sleep.however,i got up when she went out and i use the comp.HEHE.must hurry write this post le.if not later she come back i kena scold again. ok having service day tml and must wear full-uniform.hmm i wonder must bring pt kit anot le,hafeeza nv tell me.I WANT PT!! but....service day still okay lar (: i wonder if they got back their geography result today...i must haved failed.i didnt really know how to do lorh,and i saw atiqah wrote a full half page for it,i was so scared that i just crap along.i know my answer all crap,so surely fail lar.hmm must work hard wor.cause my brother decided to get scholarship so can go cambridge study.then mum and dad say if i want follow i must get my own scholarship,because they cant afford to let me go there.a whole year cost $200,000++.so i must work hard le.if my brother really can go,I DONT WANNA STAY IN SINGAPORE MYSELF!! im quite sure he can get lor.HOW??!! damn.im not those clever or always study type.SHIT!

changed skin again cause the old skin had a posting prob.i had posted two times and it had not appeared.but i really liked the skin alot.i found this simple skin in blogskins.a VERY SIMPLE skin.yea and simplicity rocks man (:

i am so freaked out now.i still nt sure if there are extra drills tml.nobody knew.im so stressed.and today the stupid yizhen ask me how to write a chinese character and i so good told her,and yet fanny caught me turning behind and asked me to stand up.WTH LARH! i was just doing a good deed man! den its like super malu lor.den yizhen was like still laughing.hfgm.SPLASTIC!

ok im watching star idol now.WHY WAS ALICIA OUT??!!! dammit lar.she is so damn cute man.i want her to win.i thought she could.GOSH! i think dat Leo's acting was very good,although not much ppl like him,but we shd see ppl's acting wad.i personally think he's good.I LIKE CHENGXI!! i now dun quite like Bryan le.think his acting not as good as i thought.however,still wun despise him lar.BUT I WANT ALICIA WIN!! i still cun believe she is out.MAN.

and i hate it when YIYUAN IS OUT!! WHY??!! i was like hoping it was renfred.he was like so damn disgisting.i dun like him,his voice,his songs,his dance.so boring.HE SHOULD BE OUT! just beacuse his family rich,den call many times.EWW.i hate renfred.i hate renfred.he looks will just freak me out.WHY??!! okay another point:why so many ppl like yuyang??i dont understand ok!! i now support adriano.he is so damn cute when he sang his last song.so hilarious!! omg i WILL SUPPORT HIM!! i think he has the potential.

SIRIUS!! i want a squad gathering or outing this holiday.im really damn despo ok..??!! ok anw i spent my these two days holiday taking care of my three little cousins.i didnt even used computer for a whole of 35 hours (whoa i broke record!!) haha but it was fun.however i stayed over night in my grandma's house and i earn money by helping my grandma fold things (: yay i earned $6 !! gaga but im nt gonna use it.but....i still owe siti suku her precious $1. okay lar will return you tml kaes??

ok lets not side track.I WANT A GATHERING!! i really missed sirius so much.we had not seen each other for so long le.im so bored at home.i rather go school except for the fact had to wake up early (: ok going back to sch tml,i finished all h/w except for sci assignment a and b cause didnt bring textbk back and the yeo-ing didnt even bothered to teach us.i will bring back textbk before doing it,as everybody know IM NOT A GENIUS!! ok i still have my ban yue ji to finish,im half way thhru and gonna finish it maybe in 10 mins?? I SERIOUSLY DECLARE IM A GOOD GIRL!! i finished all my h/w on time.and its erm the third time only?in the month of february to march.... (:

sirius had been rather sad these few days.i dun really noe wad happened.all i could do was to cheer them up.i supposed it was after the blog thingy incident.i meant to think positively and not dule on it.but the others?anw sirius is anyone would read this post.i dun want all of you to be so sad.you are nt cheering yrself up.with this,we can show maams our unity.

sirius i really hope all of you will cheer up :D